Unfortunately, I lost my darling Benji this morning. He has been not so good for a month or so, and I have been sleeping on the floor downstairs with him. It started with a bit of getting up problems, which the vet addressed with Metacam, he then developed a chest infection and was coughing quite a lot. All this made him weak and he wasn't eating anything, apart from the odd piece of liver or mini bonio. Last week the vet said he had a slightly weakened heart and respiratory system, but tried him with more tablets. During the last week he was mainly sleeping and just moving a metre or two then lay down again. Today at the vets I was told he was not going to improve and was pretty poorly. I know I did the right thing, but why does it not feel like it ... . I will be keeping my screen name of Benjisdad, because I always will be.